Elope

"Regret"

I didn't expected that I'll meet u again when you got disappeared from my professional life suddenly,

But I regret that day when you were not visible in front of my eyes for sharing my internal feelings..

I used to meet up with you in my dreams those days frequently as I keep on thinking about you, 

Again, I regret if I could have made an effort to convince you to stay here together with me!

I have tried to get into conversation with you via text so that I can get a hint of your arrival,

Alas! There was not even a single indication laid back to catch your glimpse back to my regular life..

The hope of meeting you again was like "impossible" anticipation of your influx at office premises

At that time I felt thirst in myriad antedate and regret for your absence in mine arena..

I was so helpless that my voice can't reach you about my unending missing series of dilemma

And, I sit down like a layman with only option to wait ceaselessly for your impulsive manifestation!

Year passed by, disastrous earthquake in Nepal horned in each and every corner of Kathmandu

But you, your response to my messages were unavailable. I regret that moment for being far from you. I don't have even a single feeling about risk in my life but it's you that am worried for; when each individuals are found rescuing themselves from various tremors of earthquake felt in the heart of the city. Can see all the paling faces of men and women where you were missing..

After all events that took place in my life these years; was accompanied with turmoil of hardships

In between everything, I din't even missed a single day to recall you with a hope of finding you out

Unpredictably, a mail appeared regarding your arrival and all the regrets came to an end

Sumptuously now, I can't imagine how could I be so stupid to hurt you every time when we walk together whenever we get time to spend with each other. I am so upset again that am loosing you and time that has again flied back to be with you so close are hastily wasted in fights concerning others..

I don't know this time how to tolerate your tacit desertion which might occur at anytime no longer expected. Afraid to loose you again as we have spent much time being close to each other for a righteous span of time. I regret again for being closer to you and aching you numerous time instead of caress closure of all the waiting that I have been looking for never to miss you again..

- Confused & Undetermined Till Eternity 

For you, My Heart Fastener!!