Did not want to be trustworthy But you define it in me, Did not want to owe my words But you urged me to withstand on it, Did not want to upbring nature of goodness But you instill in me, Jaan, you are the reason behind all effort But now, if you are loosing then am undone From the very beginning to end, You have made me So, you have the right to shake me! You have loved me So, you have the right to hate me too! You have tested me So, you have the right to present the report! You have urged me So, you have the right to flush it off! Day and night were always yours But somehow it is stealed Every season holds your aroma But it has stopped exhibiting Every second was for optional But you have been always first Jaan, don't wanna have gutsy To loose you - was the real effort But, it's distancing... - Help!