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Race


The game "Race" started when I felt mine heartbeat for you among millions of faces on this world. It started like a burning candle after school life which I have felt more when I have started my colleges. The candle inside me burnt alive when I have found you around me. You have helped me to achieve heights of success being with you my Love. My standard of not only living but the habits of overcoming my difficulties has been just number #1 priority that I came to know when I met you in my life.



Though we set apart but the distance does not matter as all those words that you have made me realize in fact rather than in fiction are more stronger as the years passed by. I felt love in each and every stage of my life across and at the same time I learnt the lesson from different crossed pairing that my heart combined with.. 

I have succeeded in the challenges that I have set for myself to cross the limits that restrict me and I become more anxious in meeting them up all the time. God has been generous in advancing all that I wanted from my life. So am habituated to win over everything that has opposed me. Little bit psychic but I love to be in rather than being a lay person or uncompetitive with myself.

But today, same chapter repeated but in different manner. It's a lost and found race when you came back in my professional life after a gap of 2yrs that I have spent not really longing for you but there was some expectation of seeing you around sometime.

Now, again my burning candle inside me lit up and again I have started chasing you; seems alike. I was unaware that am feeling again the same way that I have lost some way back. The race is for myself. Am chasing you. So do I cross my limits. I din't know that the habit of crossing my limits of restriction will lead in different roles in my office. I din't realize that am climbing different step of ladders of my professional life. I am now friendly with each and every personnel. I have started living different life again. I am in a horizon that makes me feel like all are so good to me. It's so different to feel in delusion which I got to realize when I have started crossing the limits of being myself.

The path just took U-turn from my colleagues. Smitten jealousy is all around. I mean: I can feel the covetousness in air whom I have thought as friends. I din't want to be on top of them but wanted to be on top of my restrictions that used to keep me in my limitation. I did all the activity which turns me up to cross my horizon limits but that will impress you which am unaware of. It led me closer-more closer towards you was out of my thinking. My wish was just your presence around my premises. 

Now it's happening and we are together for a reason may be for a certain period of time. I don't wanna hurt anyone in the race that lies with me. I don't wanna disappoint any individual that a burning candle is doing inside me. But again am a human, I can't content every individual not to feel the anxiety that they are living now may be due to my attitude towards my workaholic nature and you beside me.

I feel Sorry for them but am helpless..
For being with you
For overcoming my limits
For controlling my habits
For restraining myself



- Feverish: Out of Control 



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